Cheated on my boyfriend of three years, with an ex who hardly remembered my name. Felt miserable, wanted to stop the tryst, but didn’t. Also connecting with another guy from the gym, an intellectual connection, there’s something about him that attracts me like a magnet. My boyfriend has been an amazing person, we have what is called a perfect relationship but I’ve been doing miserable things to him and hurting him without his knowledge, can’t face him while sleeping on the same bed, sharing the same blanket.
