I do miss them, maybe not as much as they miss me, but I do miss them. I just had to realize that their friendship wasn’t a good one. They were abusive and manipulative most of the time. There were rare moments were they weren’t like that, where they were the person I’d originally befriended. But the rest of the time they were just toxic. And I know I can’t reach out and say “hey I miss you” because it’ll open a door that I don’t want open again. I don’t want to reach out and allow them access back into my life. I’ve been doing so well without them.