I opened up to a person that I knew for a long time. We started dating and I fell in love with him. Eventually, I told him about the last person I trusted intimately; how they raped me. I also told him that I think I may be asexual because I just really don’t enjoy the idea of s**. One thing lead to another and I find myself being manipulated into doing sexaual things that I didn’t really want to do. And I tried telling him that I didn’t want to be doing those things and I was just doing it because he wanted to and I would just rather cuddle but he wouldn’t listen, he would just keep putting his hands all over me. At one point, when we were alone, I wanted him to stop. I couldn’t take it anymore. I tried pushing him off of me and telling him that he was hurting me but he didn’t stop. He didn’t talking to me for three days after that and then he called me to break up with me. How can I ever trust anyone again if I keep getting hurt.