im a girl. and at 10 i began watching p*** and m***********. i penetrated myself with various objects, then one day after i masturbated, i went to the bathroom and found blood on my v***** and p******. i didn’t notice it while m*********** and i was panicking. i thought that i was pregnant, or its something that happens if you have s** for the first time. i needed to tell my mum because i was scared but i was terrified that she would flip out at me for doing what i was doing, especially as we were a very religious family. i started experiencing strong pains in my abdomen about 20 minutes later, and i finally went and told her that i had ‘randomly’ started bleeding. when i did, i was confused by her response. she smiled and told me i was a woman… that i had started my first period.
now looking back at this, i felt stupid, but then again i was very young and i didnt even know what a period was, however why the hell was i m*********** at 10. it didnt feel good, i just copied what i saw in the pornos.