I have a boyfriend who adores me. We’ve been together for a year and 10 months this month, and he’s so amazing. We had s** for the first time last month. He took my virginity and I took his. I wanted it, but afterwards, I felt horrible.. I wanted to wait until I was 18.. I’m 16, almost 17 and he’s 18 and just graduated. His plans are to go into the Air Force. Of course I don’t want him to and he knows that, but I always reassure him that I love him and stand behind him 110% when it comes to big life decisions like this.
I’m afraid that now we’ve had s** and gotten even more emotionally closer, that when he leaves for the Air Force, it’s going to be 100 times harder for me. I’m happy for him, but I’m afraid. I don’t want him to go. :/