I've been thinking about dying more and more. My fear of nonexistence keeps me from killing myself. I'm just tired of life. I'm not telling anyone I know

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I’ve been thinking about dying more and more. My fear of nonexistence keeps me from killing myself. I’m just tired of life.

I’m not telling anyone I know because why make them worry when there’s nothing to be done? We’re broke, we’re not going to get any help.

But the thoughts are weighing on me and maybe confessing somewhere will help. There’s nothing else to do.

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