OK I think now is the time to grow up and grow up properly.. I have had my fun with Transsexuals but now it’s time to put that in the past forget about them and love my Mrs and Children like I should …. This is set out as my life long goal as of now .. I am now aware that the attraction came from me being raped, however I can no longer use that as an excuse ..It’s either one or the other and I choose my family … Help me with the God …. Thanks in advance