I’m getting real tired of being nobody’s choice . I’m tired of getting called all the time . I’m so tired with all this thing around me . I felt like this since in elementary now i’m leaving for college I’m still like this . I would stand up for myself but I am not brave enough to do it . What hurts me the most is , my crush , he wanted to be friends with me , he is befriend with me , when his friend is there with him , he doesnt really talk to me . He told me once , “if something ever happened between us , remember you are still great” . this isnt great , we had to be alone just to talk to each other and now you hate me bc all rumours spreading and you believed all lies than me telling the truth .