I fell in love with a 15 year old and got her pregnant just this year. Her dad passed away and I guess I got attracted to her vulnerability. Her mom can’t make ends meet anymore. I don’t know what I was thinking. I felt like I could help her and got close to her but instead I’ve gone and destroyed her whole world. She hates me now while I’m providing financial support in secret. Her mom, who knew about us from the start, doesn’t seem to care.

What makes it worse is that I have a wife who I feel so sorry for. We haven’t loved each other for years (we’ve become rather estranged) and we’ve both never had the courage to face the truth about our failed marriage. Well, at least we don’t have children to worry about. She has no idea, though, about what I’ve done.

Now, I don’t know what to do. This “double-life” can’t go on forever. I am so lost. I should probably kill myself.

P.S. This did not happen in the US. I’m Chinese and this happened in China. So please don’t waste your time trying to report this confession.