Forgive me lord for I have sinned:

I have cheated on my girlfriend four times and she doesn’t know, one of those times it was with an ex and I ended up getting her pregnant and she got an abortion. I used a a perfectly innocent girl as a way to cure my heartache and guilt. I am lying to cover my a** of the fact that I’ve slept with a girl that she knows that I cheated on her with. I am so sorry because she is everything anyone could ask for lord and I have disrespected her love and all that she has to give lord. I don’t deserve her lord. This guilt is overwhelming and to much to bare. She is everything that is right in this world and has been nothing but good to me. I can’t forgive myself for what I have done and don’t know how to move forward lord but the only thing that I can think of is starting by asking you for forgiveness..