My boyfriend is a true narcissistic man with violent rages, yeah ive been sucked in for nine years. I have left him twice for about 8 months each timeand he s**** me right back in. Its so hard to remeber all the pain and hart ache the emotionless man has put me through till iam home alone sad wondering what I did when I didnt do nothing he lies constantly to his family friends and cops has made it to were I only have one friend and I have to keep it secret. Right now he told me to leave then he cornered me in the bathroom. I know when he leaves to work I should leave. Iam scared of what he will do when he realizes iam gone he has cop buddies that have his back. Last time I left I didnt even make it to my moms before I got pulled over and aressted for false battery then I had six months of him useing the court house to herass me till I gave I have a small poor family and this seems to be my life stuck in a spider web of a man who treats me like iam the worst thing ever ahh. Pain 4me