I love her but everything that comes out of her mouth i pictured it as a lie. Plus because of wat she did over the summer, I caught her on the phone telling some guy that she wanted to s*** his d*ck and wanted to swallow his c** also. After that I forgave her but i dont think i really did.. i think im fooling myself that i do because whenever we’re intimate all i want from her is oral s** so i could violate her. I cant even bring myself to look her in the eyes or even kiss her.. ALL I SEE WHENEVER SHE’S NEXT TO IS SHE SUCKING THAT GUYS D***!!!