Maybe if I say your name out loud, I'll be able to let go of you. I haven't said your name out loud, not to anyone. But I want to tell someone even though

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Maybe if I say your name out loud, I’ll be able to let go of you. I haven’t said your name out loud, not to anyone. But I want to tell someone even though we promised never to say anything to anyone; our secret affair.

I just want to be free from the hurt. It’s been a few weeks now and I miss you terribly. Do you know you broke my heart on several occasions? Your words cut like a knife. Your attitude towards me was selfish and cruel. Just because I don’t wear my heart on my sleeve like the emotionally needy beautiful women you’re attracted to, doesn’t mean I am unbreakable or unworthy.

But alas, when it’s all said and done, we used each other. It’s over now Fuller. Please let go of my heart.

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