I’ve been feeling hopeless lately. I’m into things like heavy metal and black lipstick and emo/gothic things like that. My sister keeps calling me a w**** and a prick and I must admit I cry in the middle of the night about it. today I put on black makeup and showed my mom thinking she won’t care. As I showed her she told me to take it off because it looks stupid. I believe the only people who don’t judge me for what I am is my grandmother and my best friend. My other friend calls me ugly, stupid and a s***. Doesn’t she understand that I literally cry myself to sleep over all these remarks made about me. Here is my friend calling me a hoe while she’s dating someone twice her age. I just given up on school, and everything else. I like being alone because no one can hurt me. This is all really.