I’m 21, live with my boyfriend and i’m having an affair with a man of 37. What we do in the fancy hotel room he pays to f*ck me in is absolutely disgusting, and i am addicted to it. twice a week i am being dominated to the point where i have choke-broozes. The things he tells me in confidence make my toes curl. I don’t ever want it to stop, this serious fucked up affair we’re having. It’s keeping me alive