This is just sad. Im gonna say something so cliche and its just stupid. Im 20 and fat and ugly. Thats basically me. Im a guy. And im in love with my best friend. And I know she doesnt feel the same. Why? Why does this always seem to happen? That an unattractive guy falls for his gorgeous friend. And life isnt a movie. We dont end up together. This is real life. In real life u either keep it to yourself how much u love her. Or u tell her and she laughs in ur face. Or u tell her and she gets that look in her face of pity. Like no thats never gonna happen. I just don’t get why I had to fall for her. Now I say up nights thinking about her. Worrying about her. I text her and she doesnt text back. I make a mistake and she doesn’t talk to me for weeks and it almost kills me and she doesnt even care. Why should I want to give her my heart when she clearly doesnt deserve it? Why does my heart constantly want her to love me? Why cant I be happy by myself? Why cant I find someone who will love me back? Why cant I just be happy? Why?