I HAVE TO SAY I FELT LIKE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN I MET SAMANTHA, SHE JUST USED ME AS A BABY SITTER WHEN I WAS 17. THEN I FELT LIKE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN

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I HAVE TO SAY I FELT LIKE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN I MET SAMANTHA, SHE JUST USED ME AS A BABY SITTER WHEN I WAS 17. THEN I FELT LIKE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM WHEN I MET RICK,

WHY IS IT I KEEP FEELING LIKE I KEEP HAVING TO CARRY OTHER IDIOTS WHO CANT HELP THEMSELVES AND IN THE PROCESS MY OWN LIFE IS DAMAGED.

CAN YOU SEE I CAN NOT KEEP BEING EXPECTED TO DRAG PEOPLE UP TO MY LEVEL WHILE NEGLECTING MY OWN NEEDS.

I DRAG PEOPLE UP AND THEY DRAG ME DOWN.

NOT FUN. FUCKHEADS.

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