Dear God, regardless of what happened to me, I do not want to play about with Transsexuals… This recollection has seriously damaged my faith, however I have young great children and a beautiful Mrs and they do not deserve to be deceived.

I can not change what I have done, but I can change what I do going forward.. I accept what happened and feel a lot stronger now that I have dealt with it head on..

Please forgive my behavior this weekend, it was selfish and destructive. There was no need for me to watch so much Transsexual p*** and there was no reason for me to continually m********* over it.. Deep down I hated myself and was effectively killing the inner child that has been closed behind this incident for many years …

I understand if you can not forgive me.. I love you Lord, although I see you more as my Universe than some deity .

Amen …