I hate to say it but I would LOVE to be put in a psych ward. I would just go there and have them take me in, but I’m afraid I’d be sent home shortly, as I’ve not done anything to hurt myself for months now. I once planned stabbing my stepmother just to be put in a psych ward. I planned it from A-Z and ended up falling asleep.
The risks would be so many. I’d lose part of my family as they just don’t understand, I’d lose my job and therefore all my income, I’d lose my chance to move out from my mom as she’d not trust me to, and I’d most likely lose my boyfriend, who would eventually give up on me for being childish and stupid. First time he saw my cuts, he kissed them. Few times later? He told me he thought it was pathetic.
I just want to be locked up with a bunch of understanding people.