Im a 15 year old girl. I spend my summers at my cottage and I fell for someone last summer who is a complete a******. At first he was so nice. We would go swimming at night, watching the sunset in my old boat, and sitting around the campfires. Then suddenly he wanted things. S***** things. I wasn’t ready and he pushed me to do things. It’s pathetic because it been 11 months and i’m still not over the guy I thought he was. Ive had boyfriends in between but I can never get him out of my mind. I secretly love him, or at least I think I do.