Have tried to suicide a few times (carbon monoxide, dozens of Rx pills incl. Lithium). Didn't research + execute plan + numb self sufficiently and botched

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Have tried to suicide a few times (carbon monoxide, dozens of Rx pills incl. Lithium). Didn’t research + execute plan + numb self sufficiently and botched each one, though got dialysis 2x after last one.

If I can’t get my life back together in a reasonable amount of time I have 2 failsafe plan.

Was a bright, capable, high-functioning person once. Live in a status-anxiety-ridden affluenza-afflicted hellhole and if I can’t live in a place where I can be with other writers/artists/music & assorted creative people, just don’t want to live at all.

Am 36, F + sick of this life and its nightmares + all of the annoying, dull, superficial people I encounter in life. Miss the deeply intelligent, creative friends & classmates I grew up with who were rewarding to befriend.

New Confession

I’ve read stories about son’s wanting their mom. I’ve always thought it was make believe stories. Until yesterday while putting clothes away. I found a picture of stick figures. They were laying in a bed. One stick figure had a picture of my face with a huge smile. The male was on top of me. My legs were wrapped around his. This stick figure had a picture of my son’s face.

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