I didn’t get invited to my two best friends weddings… One has already been married for about two years. Now my other friend is getting married in 5 days. I don’t know what to say. I realize I haven’t seen them in years but I expected to invite them to my wedding and I kind of expected an invite as well. I mean, it’s fine i’m just taken back a bit. A lot of a bit. Like damn. Just. Damn. I’m more alone than I thought. I suppose my wedding guests will all be woodland and farm animals. I’m kind of scared to even think about having a wedding or get together with them now because who would bother showing up in the woods for my sake after all of these years. Nobody. Nobody but the groom and the deer. I guess that’s all I really need. I never gave up on my old friends until today. Now I will just fondly remember them as memories of people and consider myself a loner healer found only when needed for help. As always.