I can’t change. I’ve tried to change for the better but the circumstances around me have kept me the same person for years. Why should I reduce screen time if I have nothing else to do? Why should I go out with friends if it’s impossible to get anywhere without a car? Why should I be nicer if nobody tries to be nicer? People my age have done better than me and have done greater things that I have, but I’m still the same person I was years ago.