I'm a girl, 18 . I failed my high school finals, I have low grades and Ill lose my university offer. I feel like I failed my whole life and I don't know

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I’m a girl, 18 . I failed my high school finals, I have low grades and Ill lose my university offer. I feel like I failed my whole life and I don’t know what to do. I try to make myself feel okay that maybe I still have a chance but I don’t think so. I really wanted to study hard this year but it didn’t came out the way i wanted. I’ve made wrong decisions when I’ve choose my classes and I couldn’t change it. I was trying to pay attention in class but when I needed help I didn’t from who to ask help.My parents divorced 2 years ago and my mom lives far away with my little sister, my big sister is studying in University abroad so I live with my dad. I have friends but I don’t have anyone to talk to most of the time and my best friend is also studying abroad. This was a very difficult year for me, I had depression for 3 years, I tried to cut myself, I feel miserable and I’ve stopped taking care of myself and I also have stress. I’ve never had a boyfriend(by choice cause I wasn’t feeling alright with myself). I really wanted to major in Fashion Design and my dream job was to be a fashion stylist but I’ve failed with my grades. My family is poor so I can’t go to a private university. I once had so many big dreams but now I’m so mad with myself and I feel stupid that I’ve let depression take over me but I couldn’t help it(that’s how I felt..). I feel that I am not smart enough and I believe that I am a failure. I missed having my family together and I missed those happy moments that we had. All I hope is may God forgive me and pity me. (sorry for my English, it’s not my native language)

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Played strip poker with my mom and sister, I fixed the cards so my mom and sister would be naked, we played double or nothing they lost of course, my mom and sister had to s*** me off, which they did, then I had my mom and sister, my p**** was fully erect and I entered my mother’s c*** first, I was rough with my mom calling her a fat f****** old c***, when I had finished with my mom, I nearly raped my sister, I told my mom to sit on her face so her fat f****** old c*** was in my sister’s face, I called my sister a f****** skinny young c***, and you and mom now belong to me do what ever I want with them, when I had finished with my sister I told mom and my sister to kneel so I could come in there faces, which I did and forced my p**** down my mom and sister’s throat. My mom and sister were covered in my s****, I told them to start kissing which they did, then I put them into the 69 position, I took my mother from behind then my sister. What a great family I have, f****** whores.

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