I hate you. I hate what you've turned me into. I hate how you can easily pull out that horrible side of me and when it's unleashed I act like a fucking

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I hate you. I hate what you’ve turned me into. I hate how you can easily pull out that horrible side of me and when it’s unleashed I act like a f****** monster . I do s*** that I regret all the time in your presence and what do you do. ? You stand there and laugh at your accomplishment in pulling out that horrid side of me . You’re the only one I’ve ever got this upset around. I’ve never thrown and broke things over someone. I have anger issues now because of you and that’s just one f****** thing I need to talk about in therapy now. So, thanks. Thank you very much. I hate how you know all my buttons and know exactly which ones to ouch at certain times. Your a malicious b**** and I can’t believe that in related to you. I hate how you sit there and live in denial and refuse to believe the things about you which are true because you can’t f****** handle it. Do you really think things are gonna get better if I continue to live under your damn roof that you can barely fuming afford ??!?!?! Your f****** controlling, toxic, consistently negative, have never been emotionally supportive, you make our environment toxic and your f****** delusional. It’s never going t get better between us. I f****** tried to fix it a year ago. I tried to be empathetic. I tried to be there for you . But l I get in return is some b******* and violence . Your a f****** lost cause. And I’m throwing in t he towel. Once I leave here I’m never looking back or getting in contact with you. So then you can live here in your man made misery and die alone. I’m f****** done. But I guess you won’t really believe me until I leave. I will be so damn happy when that day comes when I can detach myself from your controlling a**. Your such a dumbass if you think well be able to live together while your trying to take control of my f****** finances . I would never let that happen with your history of money problems. You can’t handle s***. That’s why your in so much f****** debt. Ddont you dare sit there and tell me what to do either. F*** off. Nobody is listening nor cares. Hahaha and earlier you came to me and said your sorry when I packed my bags and wanted to stay in a hotel for a day to get away from your f****** chaos and madness. The s*** has f****** sailed. Our relationship has gone off the deep end. It’s too late and I’m ready to move on with my life. Go talk to yourself in the corner about how supposedly sorry you are. Nobody f****** cares. Even if people tell you that you have problems you refuse to work on them. You’ll always be the damn same and I hope you get hit by a car someday.

New Confession

It’s a official!

The Toronto District Catholic School Board verified with me that Sister Marie Howorth had no fuc kin right in holy hell to ask me the question,

“Now Carm, your father died, was that sudden?”

My father’s death was simply none of Sister Marie Howorth’s dam business. It’s my privacy and it’s my grief (mind you it’s difficult to grieve a man that called my mother an ugly warthog).

According to the Toronto District Catholic School Board,

“If you didn’t disclose to Sister Marie that your father died, she should have asked about him.”

The Toronto District Catholic School Board has verified with me that Sister Marie ,

“Did not handle my situation well.”

And the former Deputy Director of the M.S.S.B had not right to ask Sister Marie nor my guidance counselor to talk to me about my dead father.

I am human and I am allowed to be touched by stories about young people who die tragically.

I am allowed to be touched by “Jane” and I am allowed to say that she influenced by life in a positive way, leading me to friendships that led me to work in the North.

The M.S.S.B Deputy Director had every right to be offended by me. I regret …I fuc kin regret contacting him….But I wish he could have told me to just stop contacting him and his family instead of sending Sister Marie Howorth to psychologically torture me….

F*** YOU Sister Marie Howorth! The school board takes my life! Forcing a conversation about the nature of my dad’ s death DOES NOT SHOW THE LIGHT OF CHRIST! Far from it! It’s completely depraved of compassion!

F*** YOU Judy Wright if you feel your Sister Mare Howorth had a right to ask me invasive questions about my father’s death, cause the school board TAKES MY SIDE. AND F*** YOUR UNCLE as his son was caught stealing VCRs at the Honeydale Walmart, as noted in the March 1999 Etobicoke Life paper!!!

SISTER MARIE HOWORTH HAD NO FUC KIN RIGHT TO ASK ME PRIVATE QUESTIONS ABOUT MY FATHER’S DEATH…SHE HAD NO F*** IN RIGHT TO PRY INTO MY PERSONAL TRUAMA….I’ll scream that on a mountain top if I have to!

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