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Funny how I wanted so bad to reach out to anybody,to tell my story. Funny how my heart broke and I’m holding on to what’s left. Anybody who reads this, I live a painful life.I am now lying to myself denying that I am still protected by a man powerful enough to rock my world. I’m not. I have been alone for 2 months living on a prayer hoping he would save me again.I think it’s extraordinarily painful when he told me he was sorry to give me 3 years of false hope and how he broke my heart. Yet, my heart will never betray him and I am a fool in love with my own delusions of comfort. I am in isolation for a few reason and I kept it that way so I don’t have to love anybody else.How do I sleep at night? With a broken heart and flooded tears. I love you forever, even if you don’t. I confess my feelings here so you don’t have to listen to them, so you don’t have to think about how I feel.I wish for no pity,only an understanding that some people love for bigger reason, otherworldly.

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