My whole body hurts all the time and I think it’s because I’m depressed. I hear voices and see things and I think it’s because I’m schizophrenic. I have times where I can’t breathe and I think it’s because I have anxiety. I sometimes feel like I want to end it all and I think it’s because I’m suicidal. I’m only 13.

When I tell my mother these things, she accuses me of wanting to have something wrong with me. She says I’m faking it. She says I’m weak and stupid.