In a room full of people. Everyone leaves slowly. Then its just us. Shes looking at me with that smile. She wants to talk. Says she misses me & wants

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In a room full of people. Everyone leaves slowly. Then its just us. Shes looking at me with that smile. She wants to talk. Says she misses me & wants to work on being friends again. We talk. Hug. Leave. I see her outside. On the other side of glass doors. She smiles again. I walk to her. I wake up.

A dream about a former friend, in an abusive relationship & wont leave him. He walked out on her three times in a month back in 2012. I cant stand behind her & support the relationship she is in. Because of that, we have not talked in almost two years. In 2013 my wife wanted me to “patch things up” with her. So I sent her a text. We texted for almost an hour when I got “you abandoned me”. I gave up. My brother died in the fall of 2013. My wife asked if it was ok if our friend came to the memorial service. She never did. I saw many people there, others I did not expect, but she never came. My heart broke more that day. It felt like I lost two people. A friend told me today that I need to make up with her, for my wife. I cant. Even if I did, our friendship is ruined. It would be a facade. Like painting a damaged house. It looks ok from the outside, but inside its destroyed.

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They say with murder there’s no excuse. When it comes to serious mental illness where the person is going through psychosis doesn’t know what they’re doing. STOP CRIMINALIZING the mentally ill, STOP PUTTING them to DEATH and the government needs TO STEP THE F*CK UP AND OPEN THESE MENTAL HEALTH FACILITIES. DO MORE RESEARCH, STOP SAYING THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING when THEY F*CKING DON’T!!! THEY ARE ILL, NOT CRIMINALS. SO IF A MENTALLY ILL PERSON Murders IT’S THE GOVERNMENTS D*MN FAULT. A schizophrenic often doesn’t think anything is wrong so they don’t take their medication. GUESS WHAT??? THAT’S NOT THEIR FAULT EITHER!!! Now when will there be ANYTHING AT ALL TO CONVINCE THEM TO TAKE MEDICINE?? Forcing treatment is illegal BUT MAKE AN EXCEPTION FOR SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS.

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