I wrote two years ago about thinking more about my ex on my first wedding anniversary trip. My husband and I had our ups and downs, but we stayed together and are happy. We just had a baby.

But I still love my ex boyfriend. Very much so.

Today he text and said he had a customer who wore the same perfume I did when we were dating. I have about had a panic attack obsessing over the idea that he might still love me, even if it’s just a little. I feel like such a w****.