2 years ago my grandfather is suffering from prostate cancer. The cancer is already at the last stage and there is nothing we can do about it. That time I was preparing for my up coming public examinations. I was so depressed because I need to stay at the hospital and focusing on my examination at the same time. I ended up fighting with my mum. I said to my mum that I was hoping my grandfather to die quickly because I felt tired. Then 1 week later my grandfather passed away. I was so shocked and dumbfounded. I remembered what I said to my mum and I cried for hours. I love my grandfather and I didn’t mean to say those things. I was so depressed and angry at that time. I regretted it so much that it still haunting me.