Whenever my uni teacher asks me a question, i can’t answer it. not also because i don’t know it right on the spot, but also cause i want to show him, that i’m as brilliant as this little brat (sorry) of a minor student who constantly smiles at me in this “you think you are better cuase you are here longer but i’m much more clever” – way.
And i fail miserably. not only because i try too hard and get a cramp in my brain, but also….

….. because i have a crush at my teacher.
….. and he kinda hates me, or how else would anybody consider his way of NOT looking me in the eye