I hope you know that I am not trying to out and out commit suicide. I just have bad rash problems that could be HPV or LUPUS or worse like HIV… I truely love a lot of people and I need friends and comfort in many ways if only you knew. but I dont want to spread my virus to anyone … I used to have pretty skin everyone used to say how pretty my skin was but now its super ugly i was always prone to skin allergies. I get blood in the urine and have to have more tests done …

doctors say a lot and nothing all at the same time.