i am a ‘social justice warrior’ of sorts. i fight really, really hard against things that are politically incorrect. and… that is a big part of my identity. i feel very strongly about things like that. yet, at the same time.. i’m a p********. i am s******* attracted to children. i would never, EVER, touch one, or watch p**********, or do anything that involves really sexualizing and actual child, but.. i fight all day against those who make r*** jokes, or pedophilia jokes, and then go home and get off at the thought. it’s really weighing on me. i don’t know what to do about it. i tell people i’m asexual, but that’s because i can’t find myself attracted to anyone other than children. it’s terrible.