Guys having crushes on you is supposed to be a good thing. But it makes me sick to my stomach with nervousness and uncertainty. As of right now, two guys seem interested in me, with one having voiced this (with me telling him I’d think about it). And another likely to talk to me about the same thing tomorrow, as revealed by a text he sent me saying he wants to “talk to me about something tomorrow” like I wouldn’t know what that meant. The first guy has been kinda going out of his way to instigate physical contact, even going so far as to touch my face without warning today, and the second one visits me a lot as I volunteer in the library. Frankly, I’m totally okay with being alone, but some days I reconsider, and all these conflicting emotions make it pretty difficult. Not to mention that graduation is in three weeks, so any relationship coming from either guy would be terribly short-lived. I guess I don’t see why they’re suddenly ten times more interested now of all times. I’m not even sure I don’t entirely dislike either guy, and that makes it harder because its not like I would never date them, I’m just not sure how I stand. And I know plenty of girls who would love to be in this situation… but not me. Anyway, thanks for reading if you did. This was more to get it out than to get advice, but if you’re willing, go for it.