So this year I had my first female experience (I am a girl). This girl is honestly the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She’s funny, Intelligent, absolutely breathe taking and makes me happy. I have never felt like this about anyone before and don’t think I will again. I am so in love with her. But today, she told me that she might be leaving. And it’s very likely that she will. I am so heart broken. I don’t think I will ever truly be able to get over her. She is perfection. I don’t know what to do. My world is crumbling around me and there is nothing I can do to stop it.