I’m a good for nothing. I’m 26 and I’ve done nothing with my life. You would think maybe I party and drink at least right? Nah. I stay home, in my room, on the internet-constantly. Sometimes I will play games, watch movies, or read comics. I am not good with people and have low confidence. People say have confidence as if you can just grow it but you need to have skill and success behind that confidence or its fake or just ignorance. I am a realist and acknowledge I am a loser. I relate more to a 16 year old than I do to people my own age. My family and friends coddle me and tell em theres nothing wrong with me but I’m very different from normal people my own age. I feel ashamed of myself and lost. I dont know what to do with myself and I am a talentless clutz. People say to do what you like. I like to play videogames (not make them) and I like to schlick. So what should I do with those hobbies huh? Not very profitable. Unless I sell myself. Now theres an option. And I would too if not for my morals and fear of diseases. I will continue to drown myself in the internet and games and use them as an escape for the failure that I am.