I found the perfect man...who happens to live in another state for a year. We are dating...supposed to be dating exclusively. Problem is I've hit a

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I found the perfect man…who happens to live in another state for a year.
We are dating…supposed to be dating exclusively.

Problem is I’ve hit a financially rough (literally broke) patch and have opted to provide services for money…this has funded out trips to see one another, as well as paid my own bills to live. I don’t enjoy it, and only do it for money…and think about him each time it happens…he would of course break up with me if he found out. This is only temporary until I find a job with more hours (trust me, for moths I’ve made attempts and sent out applications).

My guilt does not solely stem from this taboo line of work, but from TRULY emotionally cheating on him last night with my ex. I cried so much because I could’ve prevented it, and there was nothing I took from that encounter that would benefit my relationship. I feel disgusting and ashamed…

It’s a terrible position I’ve put myself in, and no one knows the details but myself…

New Confession

I think I might be pregnant and I’m fantasizing about a guy who took my virginity. He’s bisexual and lives in another town. This baby would have been fathered by my fiancé, who is an an acquaintance of my first s***** partner (the bisexual guy). My fiancé still doesn’t know I had s** with the bisexual guy.

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Now it’s friends with benefits. Started off as a special birthday event. I was asked over to share a wife for his birthday. What she wasn’t expecting that I wasn’t finished the first round. Apparently, my friend Jeff is only good for one load. When she realized I was still stiff and hard. She wrapped her legs around me and whispered that’s right f u c k me again. Jeff asked is everything ok? She replied He’s not finished yet. And he’s f u c k i n g my brains out. Leave us along. Now it’s every Saturday. He works and I’m over there and we’re F u c k i n g like two teenagers in heat and her parents aren’t home.