I'm an alcoholic. I'm two years and one month sober. Or I was. Now I'm drunk. I realize that this is wrong, but it feels so good. I know that doing this

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I’m an alcoholic. I’m two years and one month sober. Or I was. Now I’m drunk. I realize that this is wrong, but it feels so good. I know that doing this will eventually kill me, but I can’t help coming back to it every now and then. It takes forever to climb back out of the pit, and sooner or later, I’m going to run out of chances with the people I love. I would hate myself for this, and odds are I will tomorrow, but for tonight… all concerns in the world are held at bay. Because it feels so good. And I’m not going to tell anyone… and I’m going to do it tomorrow night… and the night after… until I run out of alcohol.

I’m in AA…. I’m getting help…. I believe in God…. I ask him to help me, and he does…. But it’s not enough.

New Confession

I think I might be pregnant and I’m fantasizing about a guy who took my virginity. He’s bisexual and lives in another town. This baby would have been fathered by my fiancé, who is an an acquaintance of my first s***** partner (the bisexual guy). My fiancé still doesn’t know I had s** with the bisexual guy.

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Now it’s friends with benefits. Started off as a special birthday event. I was asked over to share a wife for his birthday. What she wasn’t expecting that I wasn’t finished the first round. Apparently, my friend Jeff is only good for one load. When she realized I was still stiff and hard. She wrapped her legs around me and whispered that’s right f u c k me again. Jeff asked is everything ok? She replied He’s not finished yet. And he’s f u c k i n g my brains out. Leave us along. Now it’s every Saturday. He works and I’m over there and we’re F u c k i n g like two teenagers in heat and her parents aren’t home.