I dated a guy for a couple months and I really liked him. But I had an ex boyfriend who was perfect for me that I broke up with because I didn’t have any romantic feelings for him anymore and couldn’t help it. I started feeling like I was missing him not long ago and decided I had to break up with my current boyfriend, but needed to talk to said boyfriend before. I accidentally got drunk and told the ex boyfriend that I missed him a lot and he said that he missed me too. I decided I had to break up with my current boyfriend and said so to him but he really really wanted me to stay and said he was willing to change whatever and do whatever for me but I wouldn’t budge because I’d already felt like I did. Now I’m super super scared that I messed up because I feel like I should have given him a second chance because he really did want it. And I’ve slept with my ex since then but it didn’t feel like it used to and feel like it should have felt… so I feel like my big mistake was telling my ex beforehand that I was gonna break up with my boyfriend because then I really did have to and couldn’t give him a second chance even though I probably should have. I feel super super guilty and feel like I’m stuck now all because of impulsive stupid decision. I feel horrible.