I try hard to find what you did wrong, but the thing is it was me who did wrong. I let myself trust you. And once I did, you left. I get it that you were confused and I shouldn’t be heartbroken since we were never really a thing to begin with. But, you see I can’t help but feel sorrow whenever I see our friends. I can’t help but feel tears come to my eyes when I see Hello Kitty because your little sister loved it so much and now I cant buy it for her. I can’t help myself from missing you whenever I click on your profile just to see how you’re doing. We were suppose to be in this together, remember? We understood each other. We were going through the same things. You were suppose to ask me out in a way that no one ever did.. I was willing to do it myself! I would have bought roses and little presents with batman on it to see you smile and accept me as your girlfriend. I came over to see you because I felt beautiful and needed, and since you made me feel that way I wanted to return the love. I wanted you to be okay. And soon after, I needed you to be okay because when I saw you smile, I felt like my whole world was okay. When I you held my hand I could feel myself become more confident. When I gazed into your eyes I could feel your emotions. I felt us… I felt you and I. I’m scared to ask you why you broke it off because what if it was me that was the problem. I don’t want to hear about my worst qualities… I don’t want to hear that it was me… Was I too insecure? Did I fumble a lot? Was I too hesitant? Did I come over too much? Did I not show you I cared? Was it my physical appearance? Was my personality too bland for you? I’m not angry at you… I can’t be.. with the way you treated me… I felt like I was never hurt in the first place. No jealousy. No worries. I completely trusted you and I hope you had trusted me… Sometimes I wish I had never given in. I wish I had never stopped by that day. I wish we had kept at arms length and never spoke to each other… But then I remember how it felt to be by you… How it felt to look into those eyes and feel so much love in my heart when you would tell me sweet nothings. How it felt to smile all the way back home because I would think about how much fun I had. And then all the pain is worth it.. All the pain I feel now is worth remembering what I had when I was with you. Even if its just for a second that I can literally feel you holding me… I would have done anything for you. That’s where I went wrong. It’s better I never ask you why.. I don’t want to hear you tell me it was nothing all along.