i get so jealous so easily and i hate it..i just feel like everyone is doing better than me and it just hurts. three of my friends got accepted into the NJHS and i’m excited for them but they won’t sop talking about how their parents are just so proud and how intelligence just runs in the family and how they don’t know anything but straight a’s. my mom never even went to college. she worked at a daycare until she had me, then went unemployed for 13 years. my dad was the one who wanted her to start working again, why? turns out the non-stop-3-week-long business trips to florida were actually just an excuse for him to bang a chick who’s divorce wasn’t even finished yet. and he came hoe one night and just blatantly said to us “i’m moving out because i’m not happy.” and my life has been a living hell ever since. i hate myself, i haven’t done well in school, i’ve lost so many of my friends,and i hate him for it. and i have to go to school and listen to just how perfect and how well all my friends are.