As a little girl, second grade, I was touched by my brother. I tell myself now that he was probably going through a phase at the time only, but it still traumatized me. When I think about it, I get scared and start to panic. It was just recently, not really, that I finally told my older sister what I went through. She didn’t really say much but, it scared me. I felt like as I was telling her, someone was gonna burst into the room and yell at me for telling someone. I cried and held her hand. After all that’s happened, I’m scared to be left in a room with a guy. I’m even scared to be by myself with my dad even though I know he wouldn’t dare do those kinds of things. I had a couple of dreams where he would attack me or try to peep at me. One dream that I’ll never forget, my dad almost had me cornered, and he wouldn’t let me go. I tried to be slick and dart away from him as fast as I could but then he started chasing me. Besides my dreams though, my brother has really messed me up. I’m s******* unstable and to be honest, I’d like to ‘do it’ but the thought of it just scares me. I found out that the same thing happened to my younger sister, but I’m still scared to confront her about it. We’re both messed up and I know becuase she’s told me before that she’s probably a s******* active person. I just kinda brushed her off and didn’t even think much of it. The things he did to me will always haunt me forever. Should I reach out and confront my sister?
