I have been with my boyfriend for almost two years and I feel so bad. I have never had an o***** through s** with anyone before I fake every one. He has given me a couple of orgasms using his hands but that’s it. This morning I had my first o***** through s** in my life! I was so overwhelmed I cried with happiness. He was confused as he thinks I o***** all the time and I feel like I cant tell him the truth. I feel like I will just have to hope that they continue to happen.