i lost my virginity when i was 13 to my best friends brother. i’m 14 now and she has forgiven me and 5 months after that i had a t******** with my other friend and her boyfriend and i’ve decided that next time i want to be in a long term committed relationship but does anyone think i’m a s***? because i love s** so much i just don’t want to get a reputation. what do i do to stop these cravings every second of everyday?