I lost 160lbs for a girl that I love. I never told her that I love her. Now she is no longer in my life; since she has been gone my weight has been fluctuating and so has my mental well being. I cant find it in my heart to eat properly anymore and I find it even harder to exercise as well. I’ve gained 40lbs back so far and I feel like a fat pig. This is seriously damaging my life. I can’t focus on my studies, work, and socializing with women is almost impossible for me now. I know that I can fix all of this but I just can’t seem to motivate myself. I’m scared that I am gaining it all back.