I’m christian and sometimes I think God doesn’t exist because I fell miserable because of condition of my family, bully at school, pressure from my teacher and others, and right now… I think I couldn’t get job from company that I admire. I don’t know how to surpass this feeling. Because of that I often think to end my life as soon as possible. I think no one will never miss me and maybe I will not be a burden to my family anymore.