I am a caregiver for an elderly man with dementia. I have cared for him for a number of years. He has always been very independent . Recently his mobility has declined so I have to help him with things I had never had to do in the past. Most recently he asked for help getting into the shower, then once in the shower he asked if I could help him get washed up. I have always been happy to help where I can but this was very awkward for me. Especially never having previous experience. I was worried he may fall in the shower so I tried to keep my shoulder under his arm to hold him up while I washed his upper body. I was trying to get him cleaned up quick and be done with it because honestly I was very uncomfortable with the whole situation. When I got to his waist I kneeled down and went to his feet and legs because I didn’t really want to wash his crotch nor did I think he wanted me to. As I was standing back up while washing his legs he seemed to lose his balance. He was putting his weight on me, pushing on my head and I was afraid he was falling so I grabbed hold of his legs as I tried to stand up. It was at this point I realized what was really happening. He was pushing my face into his p****. It was very hard and actually hurt my lips when he forced it into my face. My first reaction was to get it away from me so I grabbed his p**** to push it away from my face. It all happened so fast. I was confused and then mad. He never looked at me, I looked up at him yelled “hey”!
But he didnt respond to that. He just pushed my head back towards his erect p**** again with one hand and his other hand he wrapped around my hand that was still on p**** making me grip it tighter. He pressed it against my mouth and I don’t know why but I opened my mouth. I was disgusted with myself but for whatever reason I let it happen. I sucked on him for a long time, I was soaked now too from the shower, I didn’t have a change of clothes with me. But I kept working on him. He finished in my mouth and I’m not sure what happened but I liked it