I’m pretty sure the person I’m supposed to spend the rest of my life with is a woman that I cheated on with a man who ended up abusing me. The cheating made her realize how much she loved me ironically. But it also then made her fear me.

The only thing that keeps me from sweeping her off her feet again is the fear that I am wrong and that there is a man out there ready to sweep me off my feet and allow me to lead a life without stigma and fear of who I am.

I am plagued by fear – but I love you endlessly.