crystall_ross: she is the kunalini awakened king cobra whatever the fuck, she is far far my superior spiritually, so I think she bears some responsible and consequence or I guess not since there is no person or whatever, but i think she bears responibility as the more spiritually advanced to tell me what the fuck she did to me and what does it mean for me and what do I do now and why did she do it and why didnt she tell me and how is she continuing to damage people.
the truth is, i literally could have lasting damage from this whole thing. and its because she is like a kunalini beast monster. but its like what the fuck is a kundalini beast monster doing on the fucking sex livestream website? and not saying anything about it? you’re just letting me die in front of you and you don’t even tell me why. its like you are a nuclear reactor, but you dont tell someone, and then they start to get sick and dying, and you still don’t tell them, and then they die. meanwhile they are just trying to be your friend. and if you’re so spiritually advanced, you see every single thing, and yet you don’t say anything. this is just the fruits of my bad activities? why couldnt you have just said something? i mean, what the fuck.
why is she playing paladins? you have two tails. your body is empty. your nothing but a king cobra. what the fuck are you doing.
i had a near death experience just sitting here. my spine is all twisted and fucked up now. my body kept shrinking and contorting. not to mention the mental damage. motor functioning, memory, short term, attention span, like everything.
she is completely devoid of emotions and doesnt understand… THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS. THIS IS INTERPERSONAL. 50% OF THESE ARE PEOPLE. WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WORK WITH PEOPLE ON THE MOST PERSONAL DEEP LEVEL PHYSICALLY THAT THERE IS. THEY ALL WANT TO BE LIKE YOU. YET ALL YOURE DOING IS HURTING PEOPLE. YOU SHOULDNT BE WORKING WITH PEOPLE. IF YOU WANT TO WORK WITH PEOPLE, IT SHOULD BE SET UP IN PRIVATE OR IN SOME ESTBLISHMENT OR SOMETHING, NOT IN PUBLIC. YOU SHOULD NOT BE IN PUBLIC. GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE PUBLIC. YOURE INVITING PEOPLE IN. LITERALLY BY DEFINITION THAT IS THE WHOLE CAM MODEL THING. IT IS INVITING PEOPLE IN. OTHERWISE WHY THE FUCK WOULD IT BE LISTED ON THE STUPID WEBPAGE. IT IS IMPLICITLY INVITING. THAT IS THE WHOLE STRIPCHAT CAM MODEL THING. THEY SHOW YOUR STUPID FUCKING FACE ON THE THING SO PEOPLE CAN COME IN AND SEE YOU. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU.