i am addicted to prescription meds,pain killers. roxycodone to be precise. i have been for yrs. i have a wife and 2 beautiful kids who have no idea. and i think it really wouldnt be a big deal except its starting to hurt us financially. i own my own business and have spent thousands of dollars on it. its been id say 5 yrs or so i now can spend a hundred dollars a day easily. they are 15 dollars ea. and i take 2 at a time. u figure 2 in am 2 at lunch 2 at dinner and 2 b4 bed. easily a hundred a day. my wife doesnt think im makin any money at my business problem is i make plenty she wants me to get a job to fix the money problems but really im the problem i live with enormous guilt i love my family so much and desperately need rehab but dont know how to tell her i dont know what to do. lately ive been dyin to tell her but she would freak and with good reason. i dont think it affects my behavior but it affects our livelyhood im aging everyday i keep this secret please help me
